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May. 23rd, 2006 @ 11:58 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: sleepy
I am doing alright but nothing to brag about. I drink coffee to substitute for soda and eat fruit instead of junk food. I haven't had candy in two weeks and no soda for a week and a half. I am not eating any bread but I do eat noodles. God, I just love em. I eat a lot of broccoli and I am going to do a colon cleanse with my sister. I lost over ten pounds last time I did a three day cleanse. I fasted for four days and cleansed for three. I drink lots of water and only eat fruit if I need to. It makes your tummy super flat and you feel so good! I only cleanse with all natual herbal treatments..works better! Plus why cleanse with chemicals when you are trying to get that shit out of you. ignore the pun. Anyway, I have only lost a few pounds in the last two weeks but a few is better than none. All I can do is try my hardest and hope it works out.
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Apr. 22nd, 2006 @ 10:30 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: cheerful
I guess i did okay today. I had rice and chicken for lunch and a sandwich for dinner. I am pretty motivated to loose weight now because I am going to donate my eggs to women who cannot have children. It is for a really good cause and you can get up to $3000 for each one. You have to be 21 to 32 and weigh less than 172 and be taller than 5'2". I am 5'9" and I am now 170. It would help to pay off some of our debt and get me a bit more motivated.
Anyway, I am working on the whole exercise thing. I play with the kids outside and we take little walks but I should take some long walks everyday.
so far so good.
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Apr. 20th, 2006 @ 10:25 pm (no subject)
haven't been doing great but better than usual. I have lost 5 pounds and I am feeling good with the warmer weather coming. dean and I are joing the gym and I hope to get down there 3 to 5 time a week. I really hope I can stick with the diet and the healthier way of life, it makes me feel better. Well, anyway, another day crossed off the calander of life. Have to make it the best that I can with the days that I have left...no one really knows how many there are....bla bla bla..love to all. Ang "Everyday is a gift, make it the best you can because tomorrow could be the last."
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Apr. 11th, 2006 @ 10:14 pm (no subject)
Name:Angie
CW: 178..yuck!!!
HW:235
LW:120
Height:5'9"
BMI: Unsure but I bet it is HIGH
STG: 155 by end of JUNE for our 2 week family Vacation
LTG: 130 by my birthday (October 5th, Man I'll be 27)
I haven't been doing as well as I thought I would. I am walking and playing outside with the kids but I haven't done well in the "eating" department. I do really try but I slip up once and then I just don't care. It is hard with kids but maybe I am just making excuses. Somedays I have so much willpower it is almost sick. Others, I could eat the whole freaking house and not care. I just NEED to TRY. My mom got gastic-bypass about 12 weeks ago and she has lost over 50 pounds, she is looking great. She is not totally who she used to be but I think that is becuase she is missing those "comfort" foods. She is eating about 450 Calories a day with vitamins and medication. Maybe I should just eat what she eats. Her doctor said she needs to eat more so at dinner she ate more and just threw it all up. It is hard to see her this way but I know it will make her a happier person. As for me, I don't know if I will ever be happy about me or the way I look but it is the only body and the only life you get so should I have the most fun I can with it or treat it like a well oiled machine and keep it running the best that I can? I guess tomorrow is another day and we will see what that day will bring. My son just woke up and is crying for me..better run and snuggle that cutie.......
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Apr. 11th, 2006 @ 10:08 pm (no subject)
I haven't been doing as well as I thought I would. I am walking and playing outside with the kids but I haven't done well in the "eating" department. I do really try but I slip up once and then I just don't care. It is hard with kids but maybe I am just making excuses. Somedays I have so much willpower it is almost sick. Others, I could eat the whole freaking house and not care. I just NEED to TRY. My mom got gastic-bypass about 12 weeks ago and she has lost over 50 pounds, she is looking great. She is not totally who she used to be but I think that is becuase she is missing those "comfort" foods. She is eating about 450 Calories a day with vitamins and medication. Maybe I should just eat what she eats. Her doctor said she needs to eat more so at dinner she ate more and just threw it all up. It is hard to see her this way but I know it will make her a happier person. As for me, I don't know if I will ever be happy about me or the way I look but it is the only body and the only life you get so should I have the most fun I can with it or treat it like a well oiled machine and keep it running the best that I can? I guess tomorrow is another day and we will see what that day will bring. My son just woke up and is crying for me..better run and snuggle that cutie.......
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Apr. 5th, 2006 @ 09:52 pm another day
today I think I did okay until dinner. I had a Diet Soda for breakfast, a child size bowl of noodles for luch and then for dinner my mom went out and got fried foods and ice cream. I went overboard on that and now I feel like shit.
I just wish I could be skinny again, I need to try harder!!!!!
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Apr. 3rd, 2006 @ 10:29 pm ahhh
Current Mood: frustrated
Today was better then yesterday but worse than tomorrow. I used to be ana in high school and now I am a million years old with two small children and a wonderful husband. I do so well for about 4 days then I just crash and burn. During my four days of bliss I eat under 900 calories a day which include fruits and veggies and lots of water. Then I loose ten pounds and destroy myself by eating shit that was not designed to be consumed by humans.
I am a good mother and my children are very healty, my husband and I are both overweight but I don't care that he is, it doesn't bother me at all. What bothers me is my self control just got lost somewhere. I am 5'9" and 188 pounds..ahhhh!!(gross) In high school I was anywhere from 110 to 130 and I loved it. I also did some modeling and I so miss it!! A friend of mine is now a MAXIUM model and I never see her anymore! She is so busy and SO DAMN beautiful. Her and I were roomates out of high school and she is my daughter's godmnother. She helped me stay thin. She is 5'11" and probably 100 pounds. I think she is so pretty and obviously MAXIUM must too. Everyone around me tells me how gross she looks and I just smile and say, yeah.
Anyway, enough of my sappy stories, I am just here to find some friends that feel the way I do and that can help me find myself again.
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